Alas. What is a boy to do other than just try, try again?
I read this post on Frum Satire about how being an observant Jew is just too difficult. Funny, because for the most part I don't find it to be that way. I actually love pretty much every aspect of my observance. Do I do everything perfectly? Of course not, I am no G-d. I do my best, forget the rest, and take each day for what it is - an opportunity to serve Hashem to the best of my ability.
...and then go home and watch Eastenders on the computer, of course.
I'm going to be doing a lot of writing this month for the Boles blogs so watch out, friends. It's going to be awesome.