I get anxiety when I feel things are chaotic and completely out of my control.
That being said, I do not stick to schedules nearly as well as I would like to do.
Tonight, for example, I stayed an extra two hours at work. I got a program called Audacity which was quite awesome and not only did it have the ability to record multiple tracks, but it allowed me to do a recording in multiple takes instead of having to do a minute and a half recording in one take. That's what was taking me so long on Sunday - doing the same recording over and over again because I'd flub one word.
I have things at work arranged a certain way. I got really irritated but didn't say anything when I found that somebody had put a used personal pizza box in my little trash. I am very proud of the fact that I have emptied out my trash once since I started working there, and not once every few days as is the standard. I do not use new foam cups every day and I have used the same cutlery since I got there.
I am considering treating myself to one set of silver plated Cristofle if I do end up working there after the probation is over. Imagine me eating my lunchee with my one Cristofle fork and knife, and stirring my daily coffee with my one Cristofle spoon.