gordond (gordond) wrote,

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push and pull

The relationship with Sandra has been, I'm afraid to say, quite push and pull a lot. At times Sandra is very happy with things and so happy to be with me. Then other times she seems to be in less than happy moods and she tells me that she is analyzing that which could make things not work out between us. But then later she assesses that those things seem superficial in comparison with all the things she really likes about me.

It's kind of like a sin wave, or a cosin wave, as she put it. Last night when she called me and I was at the train station it was, "Please tell me that you missed me" - high. Then later after the film when I had to wait and wait and wasn't sure if I'd get a ride - cold. Low. Then this morning she said she felt she wasn't there for me and was I happy with her and is this really right?

AAaaaargh! I just want to take this slowly. But I'm going to Cleveland next week.

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