gordond (gordond) wrote,

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can't someone like me for more than two e-mails?

So I've been having this funny trend of getting people really interested in me for like one or two e-mails, and then all of a sudden they don't write to me and I never hear from them again. Not just slightly interested, but really interested. It's gotten to the point where I'm ready to give up on this stupid thing. Except that I can't because 1)I've only been wanting the whole marriage / children thing my whole life - kind of like how some people dreamed of a better Gauntlet in the mid 80's, and it took until the late 90's to actually make it and 2)what, I'm supposed to live the rest of my life alone? Ha!

I was in New York today, and some guy I swear I have never seen before but apparently who knows me through the shul I used to daven in / will be a member of in the future came up to me and asked me if I had been married yet. So of course I had to give him a basic explanation that I was not and it wasn't going to happen, etc. Got a nice good luck with that.

But later at Josh's Place the guy told me that he had spent four years in Israel, and the woman to whom he was engaged also broke off the engagement shortly before the wedding was to be. So that was kind of unusual. He assured me that Hashem would take care of things. Well, who else is going to be taking care of things if not Hashem? Bee H, as I used to say. With a capital B and a capital H.

SO many words to write tonight to be caught up in Nanowrimo.

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