for example if i really want to ridicule someone but i choose not to, knowing that they are a human being and not one who has practiced avodah zarah and therefore not in need of mockery, i would recieve a greater reward in olam habah than if i never had any desire to do so.
i personally have lost my taste for lobster. however if i still loved it like i used to, then walking by red lobster would present all sorts of zchar for avoiding the chait.
am i using too much hebrew? I apologize. I'm now on the bottom of daf 10a and should be on the bottom of 14b tomorrow. :(
i did 'animal' tonight at karaoke. i think i did it stinkily.
shout out to my boy stainsteelrat for hooking me up with an orkut invite. orkut sounds like hebrew.
speaking of discontent i wish i only had to work one job so i had more time for writing and reading.