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gordond
gordond
better? or worse?
I can't quite tell if things are getting better or worse. This morning, with some encouragement from her mother, I had the idea that things could possibly work out with Julia. Her mother told me the things that were bothering her, which didn't at all seem like really problems but just issues of miscommunication. Unfortunately, I never got to clarify and make things right, and so it's really, really over. it's so over that, just for fun and to not get too depressed, i'm seeing what kind of people match searches on frum shidduch sites. it's fun. getting my mind off the fact that I came here to get married and start life and now life has to start, as they say, from scratch. maybe miss right will be a new yorker after all.

Current Location: Adelaide, Australia
feeling: : depressed depressed

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batshua From: batshua Date: le 06 octobre 2002 19:38 (UTC) (Lien)
Have emunah.

Gam zu letova.

I don't know if that will comfort you now, but I hope it does.
gordond From: gordond Date: le 06 octobre 2002 23:16 (UTC) (Lien)
Well, yes. Here we go, a box of sand. And I toss out just one granule and poof! A darling loving person who doesn't think I'm weird, thinks I'm strong enough to be a father, etc. Oh, how nice!
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Well, yes. Here we go, a box of sand. And I toss out just one granule and poof! A darling loving person who doesn't think I'm weird, thinks I'm strong enough to be a father, etc. Oh, how nice! <obligatory "Annie Hall" reference> "If only life were really like this." To think, I even saw "The Sorrow and The Pity". Great film.
batshua From: batshua Date: le 07 octobre 2002 06:00 (UTC) (Lien)
I don't think you're weird.
gordond From: gordond Date: le 07 octobre 2002 18:24 (UTC) (Lien)
you might think differently were we to regularly talk, face to face, me looking at your gray-scale eyes :) or are they colorful in person? :)
batshua From: batshua Date: le 07 octobre 2002 19:29 (UTC) (Lien)
They're not so colorful, but they're not grayscale, either.
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