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i have been crying a lot
i can't stop crying. I keep trying to convince myself that surely there is someone out there who will love me for who I am and not get me to come to australia only to break up with me and attempt suicide. on an objective level I realize that surely there is someone out there more suited for me than that. but I really wonder if anyone would really want to be in a marriage with a six foot two romanian american jew who has a teddy bear, watches anime, plays video games and writes a lot yet davens three times a day, keeps shabbos, keeps strictly kosher, and is shomer negia? not that the shomer negia part would matter much in marriage though I do wish to observe laws of "family purity" as it were. sigh.

feeling: : crushed crushed

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raynbow From: raynbow Date: le 03 octobre 2002 04:59 (UTC) (Lien)
I had to go look up some of the words in your post, so I'm a slow responder, and I'm still not sure I understand it completely.

So, anyhow, wow!

I don't know what to say, I think you sound like a really neat guy, and I'd like to be positive and say I'm sure you'll find someone else who will appreciate you. But honestly, I have no idea how hard it must be to find people to date within the boundaries your religion places on you.

I suppose, like everything else, all you can do is try and have faith that it will all work out the way it was intended.
lifebecomesher From: lifebecomesher Date: le 03 octobre 2002 05:19 (UTC) (Lien)
True love comes when your life begins. Often we can mistake 'real' love and perhaps that's true for you right now. But I promise you that somewhere out there is the right person for you. Someone who will appreciate you, love you and comfort you until the end of time. You will find a love that you can have security in. It might not seem like it right now, but it will happen and it will be wonderful. Chin Up Young Person.
batshua From: batshua Date: le 03 octobre 2002 06:38 (UTC) (Lien)
Teddy bear? Check. More than one.
Anime? Check. Learning.
Video Games? Better with 2D than with 3D.
Davens 3 times daily? Working on it.
Keeps Shabbos? Working on the details.
Keeps strictly kosher? Eating out vegetarian, almost there!
Shomer negiah? Still shaking hands sometimes.
Taharas Hamishpacha? Definitely.

Anything else?

See, there are peoples out there.

No be upset. There is hope.
dearanxiety From: dearanxiety Date: le 03 octobre 2002 09:59 (UTC) (Lien)
i don't know...i can make no promises, but i can tell you people are out there.

i'm a secular jew...yet i fell for a boy once who was all those things (go down your checklist), and i would've done anything for him. so don't be afraid that you're list of traits are keeping you from love. they're helping you find the right love...
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