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gordond
gordond
don't you hate it when that happens
don't you hate it when you fall in love with someone, get engaged, fly across the world to be with them only to have them tell you after a few days that they don't know what love is and they're not sure if they want to be with you or if they really love you? yeah, me too. gosh, that's such a friggin' bear when that happens. particularly when it happens to me. but that's just because it's me that's writing this I suppose. I feel like the end of the world has come. honestly. this is worse than any single other time getting dumped. or all of them combined. here I sit in the town house that I was supposed to live in with my fiance after marriage and I have no idea if I will be getting married after all. I can only hope things will work out, I suppose. Think good thoughts. That goes for you, too.

feeling: : depressed depressed

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From: ex_malaya247 Date: le 30 septembre 2002 06:14 (UTC) (Lien)
=( things will work out. they always do. even if it isn't in the way you want it to at that moment in time. but things will work out. and in any case, i will think good thoughts in dedication to you and send my positive vibes to australia for you!
gordond From: gordond Date: le 01 octobre 2002 04:11 (UTC) (Lien)
well as will be noted in my lj, things worked out albeit not at all how I wanted them to. Alas. But thank you for the good thoughts. :)
raynbow From: raynbow Date: le 30 septembre 2002 06:23 (UTC) (Lien)
oh geeze,

i wish there was something i can say....

i know that all my problems definately seem alot more petty....

i hope things work out for you guys, i wish there was something i could say that would make you feel better, but i dont think there is....
gordond From: gordond Date: le 01 octobre 2002 04:25 (UTC) (Lien)
No need to question the significance of your own problems - your problems are no less valid than mine. Just saying anything, side note, did make me feel better. Knowing there are people out there that care. I feel almost in a way that by coming out to Australia with such certainties and what not, that I have alienated my friends. Hopefully they'll still be there.
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gordond From: gordond Date: le 01 octobre 2002 04:32 (UTC) (Lien)

Re: Errr ....

Well, I wasn't expecting to be taking your advice so soon but having been dumped as it were, that's how it is to be. I really appreciate your thoughtful comment. I hope all is well with you.
dearanxiety From: dearanxiety Date: le 30 septembre 2002 07:17 (UTC) (Lien)
not much i can say, but wanted to offer support. things will work out the way they're supposed to. so try to relax and go with life. it'll be good, i'm sure of it!
gordond From: gordond Date: le 01 octobre 2002 04:33 (UTC) (Lien)
It's funny how things always work out how they're supposed to, even when we don't want them to work out that way! I appreciate the kind comment. Also, thought the pictures you posted were quite keen.
dearanxiety From: dearanxiety Date: le 01 octobre 2002 06:53 (UTC) (Lien)
no problem (about the comment)...i really do believe that everything'll work out ok for you (despite how difficult it is right now). and thank you for the compliment!
From: airsickmoth Date: le 30 septembre 2002 12:05 (UTC) (Lien)
Okay. She's a coward. You might have known this some time ago, I don't know, and perhaps not realized how much of one she is. In fact I'm sure she didn't know either, until you got on the plane and made it real. All this time, if she got scared of marriage or commitment or whatever, she could retreat into the idea that you live there and she lives here, and that you wouldn't be here for a while. And she was too scared to say "stop" before you started, and now she's too scared to say go.

If you head back now, you could probably recover quickly enough. The material things, the job, that's all replaceable. You need to have a long open talk with her. If she's adamant, forget her and return, but I wouldn't let her forget what she's done. Her painful indecisiveness has made things much harder on you. I don't know the nature of the situation, and whether she'd "come around," but I don't think it's a good idea to float around Australia waiting on that if it's a longshot. I'm sorry you're paying for someone else's cowardice.
gordond From: gordond Date: le 01 octobre 2002 04:36 (UTC) (Lien)
I really appreciate the kind comment. Criminy, you're cool. As you might see from the lj post, things have come to an end around here, albeit not the kind I thought there would be. Again, thanks for the comment. :)
starblower From: starblower Date: le 02 octobre 2002 03:11 (UTC) (Lien)
Oh wow. :(

I don't know you at all, it's the first time I visit your journal really.. it just makes me so sad, I thought I was the only one. I flew all the way from Israel to Canada, only to hear a month after she 'has to love herself before she could love anyone else bla bla bullshit bollocks'.
Two years later I found out she was seeing another boy. Oh well.

They -are- cowards. You, on the other hand, have the strengh and spirit to believe in such love.. I think that eventually, you'd get the better deal. I did.

Um, I know it sounds all confused, but your entry sort of reduced me to tears. Just.. have a great luck. with everything. *hugs*
gordond From: gordond Date: le 02 octobre 2002 05:54 (UTC) (Lien)
ooh, I hate the "must love self before I can love others" thing. glad to hear that things worked out for you. israel is a lovely country, albeit a bit scary - I was there earlier in the year for a few months. things will hopefully work out with me as well. I mean, either that or I live one of those long lonely life type things.
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