April 14th, 2008

kyan sicilia

surreal life.

This has been an incredibly surreal day and if things don't normalize soon I'm afraid I'm going to be put on medication soon to "fix" it. Shoot.

I'm feeling full of energy but I'm tired and I'm getting into weird arguments (why did my mother have to link Jimmy Carter to Barack Obama? Come on.) and the like.

I have the distinct feeling that anything is possible when, logically, not everything is possible. I want to do everything.

The last time I felt this overstimulated was 5 years ago, around purim time, when I hadn't slept in a few days and I came back to Monsey and suddenly had less than 24 hours to prepare for a purim spiel. That was wacky but BH" things normalized after I took a nap.

I think it's probably good that I recognize that this is happening.

Flip. It's very bizarre and I don't know what to do.