March 21st, 2003

alanis

Shabbos.

Well, it's shabbos time again, and I'm finally feeling physically healthy. Too bad I'm emotionally drained. Things are not going well in the relationship world, and I'm just plain unhappy about it, and I don't know what to do other than to end things.

I watched two episodes of "His and Her Circumstances", which came in the mail a couple of days ago.

You could say that this has been one of the worst, most stressful weeks I've ever had, ever. My brother is not well, my father just got married, and I'm generally not happy with how things are going. But at least I'm getting some writing done.

I just don't know what to do anymore. Things in yeshiva are going well, but nothing else in my life is going as I would hope it would be going right now. I don't know where things are going in terms of a job, either. I'm hoping things will improve, but it doesn't likely.
  • Current Music
    Weezer - Living Without You
DOOL Steve Kayla Cheers!

a great conversation resolves all

I just talked to my darling love Sandra and all has been resolved. She was just feeling suffocated from my constantly telling her how much I miss her. I guess I shouldn't miss her so much as it's only been a week since I saw her. So we had a great conversation just now and at the end of the conversation she told me she loved me just as I was hoping she would. She does love me, after all. I think things are going to work out just fine betwixt us.
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    hopeful hopeful