so tired today. soo soo tired. fighting not to get into bed before, say, seven or so. maybe eight would be a good time to go to bed? i'm not sure. I'm really not feeling that well. it's always a pick-me up to have a friendly person at mailboxes etc. but they're just doing their job i guess - heh, i have no job. alas. soo jobless. more time to write. etc.